Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Start it up, again

I know it's been a while, but I figure with all the stuff that's going on right now and everyone talking to me about "it" all the time maybe if I put up my basic thoughts here, the conversations I have with everyone who reads this will start at a higher level and allow us to go places reachable only with common knowledge of my exact situation as viewed by me. To review the last week for those of you I haven't talked to:
1. Bruno's has changed hands yet again and I, along with everyone I've worked with for the past 3 years, am out of a job.
2. I don't want to tend bar anymore, and haven't for a while, but I don't know what I should do.
3. I'm thinking about going to work in an office again, or going to school, or something.
4. I want to push myself into uncharted waters, but I'm not sure which waters or how to go about doing that without the looming specter of massive debt.
5. I'm going to Indiana w/ Jamie from the 2'nd of June through the 14'th so I can't really pursue any kind of job whatsoever as I'll need 2 weeks off immediately.
6. Not working gives me anxiety.
7. Coffee also gives me anxiety, so I don't usually drink it but I did today and now my brain won't work right.